Tyson and Sabastian-My belove cat for 18.5 years

I am so sorry Sabastian that I have to put you down on Saturday April 28th 2007 @ 5:00pm. You have been sick for awhile now ;it is one of the hardest decisions I have to do. The handing over is the worst. I know it is not your time to go but you were just skin and bones. I cannot see you suffer anymore. I have you and your brother Tyson since your guys were a baby. Now you guys were united once again in your own little world in kitty heaven. Tyson I missed you too. When you left us 5 years ago, I should have put you to sleep. I am so sorry. I missed your half meow and your left paw when you want something. I remember your last walk around the garden you and Sabatian hung out by Teesdale and your last meow.Happy hunting my beloved black and white cat For you Sabastian I remember you as a shy black cat and grew up to be a beautiful trusting and loving cat- you were more like a dog always following me around and with the loudest meow. You look like a small panther. You and Tyson never gave me any problems. You guys will always be a part of my memory and life forever . Now that you guys have return to Kitty heaven go hunting my friend. Sebastian , your daddy pretty much said it all but you have to know I have been so depressed since you have been gone it has been awful I am so sad when you lifted up your little head and looked around like 'what are you doing' I started crying we didn't want you to go I hope we did the right thing you were very sick and we didn't want you to suffer. Please forgive us baby we loved you soooooo much and miss you sitting in your chair outside and your loud little mouth. Tyson must be happy he has been away for so long and now you are both together. We love you Sebastian and Tyson please talk to us once in awhile ok? We are very lonesome without you, Daddy, Mommy, Dakota and Buddha. By the way Dakota and Buddha miss teasing you now they don't have anything to do so they just lay around outside wondering where you are. Bye my baby Sebastian. We will talk more later!! From Me, Mommy, Dakota and Buddha



If it be I grow frail and weak,
And pain should wake me from my sleep,
Then you must do what must be done,
For this last battle can’t be won.

You will be sad, I’ll understand,
Don’t let your grief then stay your hand,
For this day more than all the rest,
Your love and friendship stand the test.

We’ve had so many happy years,
What is to come will hold no fears,
You’ll not want me to suffer, so,
When the time comes, please let me go.

I know in time, you too will see,
It is a kindness you do me,
Although my tail its last has waved,
From pain and suffering, I’ve been saved.

Do not grieve that it should be you,
Who has to decide this thing to do
We’ve been so close, we two, these years,
Don’t let your heart hold any tears.


Author Unknown